I Didn't Volunteer For This

Got regrets?
Today is your only chance to not have more of them in the future.

Americans are so rich
We can afford to be courteous

Afraid to love for fear of hurt
Afraid to care for fear of disappointment
Afraid to have for fear of loss
Dangers all and yet...
Life is temporary and all it contains
To live is:
to love,
to care,
and to have
...for a little while

You can always afford to give if
You are living above your needs
but below your means

You can also afford to give when
You are living below your needs
and below your faith

Overcoming an ingrained temptation requires not
A second thought
A second glance
A second of indecision

Because you belong to God
And because God knows all things
And because God has all power
All that remains to be optimized
is the state of your heart
which is up to you

Waiting on God is being available when He speaks,
not suggesting what He should tell you.

Life is a platform from which we serve God.
Think you have a higher priority?

I have seen a lot of churches come and go, but the ones that have impressed me have brought forth new fruit and new life, and not those that have merely “grown” by taking people from other churches.

How are we to respond to irrational, aggressive, unfounded persecution?
I'm afraid to know, for fear I'd have to do it.

Values arise from living realities,
rules arise from dead logic

Life is a choice you make
Death is failure to choose

Something may not be bad for what it is,
but bad for what it isn't

I can't hear a thing when you're yelling
I seldom know a rule exists
until I've broken it

I discover ruts
when I want to change direction, but can’t

I know I've said the wrong thing when:
It's too late

What God is doing is not as important as
the fact that He is doing it

Marriage comes as a kit:
the components are there, but much assembly is required

When we refuse to make decisions,
decisions are made for us.

If you don’t control the direction of your mind,
something else will.

Good things are built
Bad things just happen.

It is much easier to “don’t”
than “ a little bit”

Self pity is an “i can’t because”, The “because”
here is usually blame, but forgiveness sets you free

Blame never solved a problem

Self pity is an excuse to justify a weakness, a bad attitude, revenge,
or some other spiritual disorder.

There will always be a voice telling you what you want to hear.

True strength is rarely obvious.

When words that have been trite become untrite,
you are beginning to understand them.

The problem is not a lack of God’s leading,
but a lack of our following.

God can only work with what we are willing to give Him.

Excess and perversion are the results of life without focus

General failure in life results from a general lack of direction

A multitude of words is a poor substitute
for the right ones

When you love someone enough to allow them to hate you,
you have loved

Real men
have nothing to prove.

Erotic love is like money; you can waste it on candy,
or you can invest it in something worthwhile

If your focus is upon yourself
you’re not worth the attention

A leader demonstrates direction;
a herder gives orders.

Everything obvious and easy in our society,
has already been picked.
But society continually changes,
providing new opportunities for the alert

An enterprise of value,
requires effort or discovery.

Reality dictates the terms;
Preference must bow

The walk with God prioritizes being over doing.

Doing is the result of being.

Getting off the right track
means going down the wrong one.

Dealing with lies and false accusations,
were part of the development of Joseph’s character.

A command from God,
comes with the miracles required to perform it.

The last place you can afford to compromise
is in what you require of yourself.
The first place you can afford to compromise
is in what you require of others.

God’s purpose and direction are available to us
from any position, and from any point in time
that we are willing to serve Him.

Procrastination makes you grow older
without accomplishing a thing.

Don’t complain about what you can’t do,
be grateful for what you CAN do.

The right perspective can be the difference
between walls and wings.

Strength is not standing up for your rights;
It is standing up without them.

The worst thing that can happen in life
is nothing at all.

Life is a state of change.

I keep looking for some grand plan, but the grand plan
is to listen and obey one day at a time.

God is not kidding. What He has spoken, He will do.

The political condition of a country reflects its’ morality.

A political reform is not possible without a moral one,
because a nation of lawbreakers can only be ruled by force.”

The hunger of greed can no more be satisfied than the hunger of fire.

A man who does no more than look out for himself
is a wasted man.

Philosophy: Proof that life without God has no meaning.

If logic does not have the power to either prove or disprove God,
then it does not have the power to be God.

Like a printed 3-D picture, you can only see a vision when you look beyond it.

As you become pure, you receive power,
not as a reward, but as a tool.

Responsibility increases with purity and demonstrated obedience

There are times in life when survival is not the highest priority.

Use your mind to deal with things
but use your heart to deal with people

We gain freedom
by walking in things we receive from God

Much of what we receive from God,
we receive through each other
This is why fellowship is so important
Reading the Bible is walking in the fellowship
of historic believers.

There are some things that are NOT safe to dream
We must choose our dreams carefully

In the Spirit life, you don't wait for an opportunity to be free; freedom is now

Now is all you have. You do not yet have tomorrow.
Giving God tomorrow is giving Him something that
He has not yet given you.

Sometimes a restlessness that is treated as hunger is in fact
an anointing to pray. Be alert.

Come away my beloved
Come away from your own life and into mine
Come away form your rest and into my best
Come away from your curse and into my love
Come away from your life and into my love
Come with me
Be with me
Enjoy me

A friend who only goes to somebody when they want something
is not much of a friend.

When you decide to spend more time with God,
you must also decide what your are going to spend less time doing,
or it will never happen

When God calls, don't consult the clock or your own logic
to see if you have permission.

One thing is certain about every step closer to God:
It will cost.

One of the first steps in following God
is to be diligent in everything you currently have.

Life is a seed

The answer to the issue of control (in a relationship) is unity.

Dominance was not an issue before the fall.

The ministry of gifts are only needed
..till we all come to a unity of the faith..” (Eph.4:13)

Quality of time with God is THE priority!!
..first gave themselves to God, and to us by the will of God.” (2Cor.8:5)

In a sense, the term “soul tie” could apply to any addiction capable of periodically demanding control of thoughts and/or actions.

Take a few minutes each day to live:
Spend them with God

I have stepped out of the boat
Now I must walk on the water
I cannot afford to consider
the winds and the waves

The only times I am sure I am doing the right thing
Is when I am worshiping God

We must be careful to separate our own standards
from those of anyone else in the world.

Once we become believers, our lives will never again be normal. Nothing will go as expected – sometimes better, sometimes worse, but always with significance.

Intimacy with God is the greatest objective of Human life.
Therefore it is the target of Satan's greatest efforts.

(This is a beautiful quote I once heard)
All meaningful work
stems from intimacy with God.”

Go for anointed in every moment

We never have “nothing” to do. We can always choose to actively pursue intercession, worship, or confession at any given moment. All of these involve active fellowship with God.

In any relationship, performance is not as important as touching the heart.
Touch the heart of God.

Strengthen your chooser

Break your comfort barrier

God is constantly calling us to reenter the Garden,
but we must do it the way we left: Fellowship first.

Persecution is very real, and it is a very real emotional
challenge to those being persecuted.

I ask for a miracle within my soul
because the heart I desire
is not within my power
to create

It's not about what comes at you
It's about where you look when it does

When in doubt,
Worship

As our lives are being replaced
by God's life
Our opinions are being replaced
by truth


When called to serve God, there will always be a “but first.”
Don't live life BUTT first.

Common “but firsts”
Let me sleep a few more minutes.
Let me finish this TV program.
Let me watch the Super Bowl.
Let me wash my face (deal with sin) so I'll be worthy.
Let me earn enough money
Let me finish my education
Let me complete my commitment to...
Let me get even with...
Let me indulge in......one last time

There's a big difference between following the Lamb wherever He goes
(Rev.14:4), and merely staying in religious motion

Don't suppress an anointing when there is an interruption.
Subdue the interruption with the anointing.

When you are called
Sacrifice the oxen and burn the plows
Leave the family business and
the hope and expectations of those around you

We cannot control Babylon,
but we can keep it from controlling us

When truth is revealed
Cherished ignorance is usually preferred

God made mankind to rule and to walk with Him
Mankind is confused because
They wanted to be God.

The identity of a container is its contents
We are earthen vessels
containing the heart of God

The road is getting steeper and we are constantly in motion
therefore
When we are not going uphill,
we are going downhill.

There are no neutral steps
Every project, thought or word has direction

Addictions are separate lives that fight desperately for survival
At the expense of all other life

Accountability is important.
There is a reason why the church is a body

If you are not a doer: (John 8:31-32)
You are not a disciple
You don't know the truth
And you are not free

No matter how difficult it is at times to serve God
We regret every moment we choose not to

There is no return to innocence
Only a journey to maturity

A Christian without love to give
is like a heart without blood to pump

Life is an arena of opportunity and danger
If we maintain focus we grow
If we allow ourselves to drift, we shrink
If we love, we live
If we allow love to fade, we die

Your spiritual life is intended to outlast your physical life
Don't slack off on either
I'm sorry but” is the same as saying
You're the one to blame”

Life only becomes complicated when
We try to explain away the simple answers
That we may not like

Leodicea happens when
You stop putting effort into growing spiritually

Death must come before resurrection
One must leave Babylon before entering Canaan

The best shortcut to recovery
is the million-step program.

If you don't control your thoughts
You won't be able to control anything

Having a will
Is having a responsibility

You will not have an experience with God
If you do not believe and obey Him

The conquest of our flesh parallels the conquest of Canaan
The power of God is there to conquer all, but we move towards it step-by-step

When I wake up to the joy of being a small creature of God.
The pressure of having to be big or significant is gone
I don't have to worry about time
That too is a dimension given by God

Are we willing to receive what God – in His love and wisdom – has given us?
Or do we persist in our own fantasies while scorning the blessings of God?

What you don't do “now”
you are never going to do

When you have the first fruits
You still have no guarantee of the rest

The day is pushing in
so how do I begin
There's a world full of pressures
trying to steal treasures
from the beauty God's building within

Each time we do less than we otherwise could
We become less than we could otherwise be

Things taken for granted
are really not taken at all

Goals are meaningless
without the resolve to fulfill them.
As each goal fails to materialize,
it takes its place in the trail of fantasies
behind a life that was too weak to be

Sacrifice is a currency:
It's time to quit buying ourselves out of trouble
and begin buying ourselves true wealth

It's time to put theory into practice
If it works we live
If not, we die

Theology is shaped and remembered more by songs than by sermons”

If you are an atheist, your only true purpose in life
is to hope that you are wrong
After all, you've never been proven right

This moment is special
it is now
And now is the only time
we can ever
serve God

Christianity does not need to become relevant to the world
That which is not relevant to God
will ultimately cease to exist

The commission of the church is to make the world relevant to God

Liturgy per se is relevant to neither the church nor the world

...not by plausible words of man's wisdom, but by demonstration of the Spirit and power; that your faith may not rest in the wisdom of man, but in the power of God.”

While there is life
There is hope

When we take authority over something
We should first intercede until we feel the power
rather than jumping in at our own initiative

We need to be alert that anywhere God has us in life is intended to be the venue within which we express God's redemption into the natural realm.

DEATH is standing still
LIFE is moving forward
Moving in reverse brings death to others
Moving forward brings life to others

The desire for purpose in life
can also be understood as a desire to be under authority

There are three kinds of exercise that Christians should practice continually:
Hearing
Obeying
Loving
A cowardly American church has sold its ability to influence the government
for slavery to tax exemption.

Listen carefully and take care to obey immediately when God speaks in a still small voice
You won't like it when He has to shout

Full time ministry
means full time prayer

Better to pray for someone
than to speak against them

Whiners not only lose
they take others with them

Physically there is a cycle of growth and unavoidable death
Spiritually we have a choice

If you don't forgive others you remain crippled
By your own actions of unchangeable history

Information that is not used
Is only entertainment

Pride comes before a fall
If you can deal with the pride
You don't need the fall

The person who speaks the least
usually has the most important things to say

The best way to win a fight
is with a preemptive strike of love

Christianity is the ultimate inconvenience in life:
We set aside our own lives and take up His.

If you can rule yourself, you can rule the world.
Conquest is another matter.

Better to be led by a man
than driven by a woman

The biggest obstacle to prosperity
is government help

The ultimate form of worship
is to obey God

Don't play close to the edge
If you want to stay pure
stay a long way from evil

The objective in life is not to achieve things
but to know and obey God (Mt.7:21-27,Mk.12:41-44)

To love God is to love life
and each minute He has chosen to give you

50 years ago we put a man on the moon, yet
America continues to deteriorate – lesson:
The problems of this world
will never be solved
by smart people

Ruling yourself, your household, and your assigns,
is not a part-time job

Intercede until you worship

To break a cycle
you need to break a culture

Life is a precarious existence
The biggest dangers are apathy and laziness

I would rather live 10 minutes meaningfully,
than another 20 years in apathy

We live in a single-dimension universe
We can go towards God, or away from Him

If you are not doing more than your share
You are not doing your share

Stress arises from concern about things you cannot control
Guilt arises from failure to control what you could and
should have controlled
Peace comes
From trusting God for what you neither understand
nor control, and from trusting His forgiveness for
what you should have controlled.

Most Christian lives
are somewhat aimless

You'll never be somebody until you realize you are nobody
If you think you are somebody, you are nobody

Each morning I hang my head and say
Sorry about yesterday Lord, but you can have
what's left of me”

A moment that is lost is lost for ever.
In God's economy, there is no such thing as “I'll do it later”

First of all Lord
Your will be done
Secondly
May I be a part of it?

The only time I am sure I am doing the right thing
is when I'm worshiping God

The older I get, the waser I get
(There are more things I was)

Accusations are a fool's defense
Unfortunately, there are many other fools
who will believe them

A ministry that raids other ministries for its people
is not a ministry

Organizations can be anointed and inspired, but more often,
Organizations are the subtle worst enemy of anointing

Blame is never a solution
Personal accountability is
Every sin does have consequences

My greatest challenge is to walk with God,
while not being driven by necessity

Fiction dulls our emotions by wasting them on extreme situations, injustices, violence, and carefully crafted romantic situations. It leaves us with inflated egos, self-pity, and numbness. Fiction is a replacement for life.

Blaming you doesn't solve my problems
Blaming me doesn't solve your problems

One can achieve more in five minutes of obedience to God
than in a lifetime of pursuing their own devices.

Life is made
of what we choose to dwell on

It is much easier to escape by focusing on details
than to deal with the greater realities

When you listen more
you waste less time not learning
I am called to walk a knife-edge
of purity and alertness

The challenge of Elisha:
Gahazi saw only the visible danger
not the divine overriding authority

A meaningful life
is made of obedient moments

We can practice dying
by serving others

Vision if good
but obedience is better

Living well
is better than living long

Normally, a lifetime contains all the years a person could want
The problem is, we normally waste most of them

That which is unwilling
is unworthy

The way to do less sinning
is to love Jesus more

Waiting for others to do their part
usually results in doing nothing

We can make major choices in direction in life
but in order to walk in them
we must choose them again every day

Life is so much easier when you don't care
but so much more meaningful when you do care

An apology served with an explanation
is only an excuse

An apology greeted with an explanation
is an apology refused

A person who leads by domination
will only lead weak people

We need to view our lives as winning or losing on a moment-by-moment basis
When we are not winning, those hours of our lives are wasted.

Blame can never solve a problem
because it is a problem

The gossip truth
is usually a lie

The battle does not proceed
until the mind is in control

While the mind is out of control
its destiny degrades

We all justify rest
But we need to be careful how we define it

There is no greater insult
than reality

Making things simple
can be very complicated

You won't be able to control what you say
if you don't control what you allow yourself to think

Sampson fooled around until it was too late
When the battle is on your doorstep it is too late
When you go to sleep during a battle it is too late

Thinking is a challenge
Coherent thinking is a miracle

Spiritual warfare does not hinge so much on knowing what to do
as on caring enough to do it

The biggest most subtle thing Satan steals
is time

When we allow Satan to steal a moment, an hour, an evening
that time is never recovered
unless God chooses to restore it

Sometimes the form of this theft is inaction
due to guilt, cowardice, or a lack of faith

Self pity
is the stupidest thing on the planet

The only two sides of any issue
are life and death
This puts most people involved in strife
on the same side

You can't fight
while you're carrying your baggage

Life is much easier without beauty
but it is also much smaller

When you have something to say
that is neither blame nor self pity
I'll be willing to listen

If I thought there was any hope of a rational discussion
we'd be having one
If you find life boring
you're not engaged in it


Bigger Pieces
The following notes are for those who have time to read poetry, and to consider more developed thoughts
We stand as one body
we stand for the light
Unyielding in spirit
in the strength of His might
The world can't believe
how we stand there so strong
because they won't believe
they're the ones who are wrong
Yet in love we will mingle
expressing God's care
While inviting to freedom
all those who would dare

I dream of freedom
Freedom from the stupid things I choose to waste time on
Freedom from the futility of doing my own thing,
from wasting my life on my own pursuits
Freedom from my sin,
and from crippling indecision
The freedom of a simple life
of a simple diet

I declare freedom today
freedom from fiction
freedom from sin
freedom from apathy
from laziness
from self-pity
from self-disgust
self-condemnation
I choose to dwell on
whatever is true
whatever is honorable
whatever is right
whatever is pure
whatever is lovely
whatever is of good repute
any excellence
anything worthy of praise
Such things learned, received, heard seen in other saints – PRACTICE
and the God of peace will be with you

History attacks
It binds
It excuses
It gives you reasons for weakness
It gives you reasons for resentments
It gives you statistics that say you will never be free
But on the day that Jesus broke the bonds of death
On the day He chose to break these bonds
On the day He said He would
History itself said “Now”

I missed the path of life today
as I went along my selfish way
I scarcely took the time to say
Good morning Lord”

God is greater than
The places the world hides in what they call entertainment
My apathy
My weakness
My age
My fear
He's a better forgiver than I am a sinner
He's my hero
my love
my object (person & entity) of worship and
affection
my reason
It is safe to believe
It is safe to dream
Because God is there
and He is calling us to walk
upon the water
upon all else we have considered dangerous
and used as excuses

Come away my beloved
Come away from your own life and into mine
Come away form your rest and into my best
Come away from your curse and into my love
Come away from your life and into my love
Come with me
Be with me
Enjoy me

Learn to speak by my Spirit
Just as soon as you hear it
Speak from my emotion
and not your commotion
By my command, not opportunity
Do not fear importunity
Live with impunity

What will it take lord
to release me from futility
What will it take to
to release my ability
What will it take?

Words only have meaning
when God has spoken them
Otherwise
Actions speak, but words do not
Human words only convey intent and express feelings
When actions fail to follow
and feelings fail to change
Words fall as empty shells
and pass as clouds that fail to rain
Unless
God told you to say it
and you said it
In this case
The universe pauses
and then changes direction
Time itself is puzzled
and forgets what page it was on
The speaker himself may be puzzled by the words
flowing through him
as a mailman delivering blessings unknown
Until
The change takes affect in terms
that even a human can understand
How strange this word
It may or may not be my desire
But then
It really doesn't matter what I feel
I need only remain faithful

In the face of persecution
When there is no justice
When there is no truth
When people believe the lies told about you
When deceit, lies, and brutal assaults are
common
Prophesy
Speak forth the words God gives you
Command the natural realm
Command reality
God is moving, and He has put you in charge
You live above the realm of that which is seen
Let the world come and go as it will
You have a more important task

No one knows the damage in my life
The pain, the agonies that I will never be able to share
They might be expressed somewhere somehow
A gut may wretch, an oblique reference
as if of someone else
to a stranger who would never know or care
But Jesus knows, and Jesus cares
and among the many scars He bears
Is a special mark He took for you
Understanding and comfort are in His arms
In the warmth of the love He shares

I have stuttered & sputtered
fought and kicked
and never broken free
I have struggled like an animal
helplessly caught
in the trap of iniquity
Life never really began
potential stayed in the can
I was never able to be
Oh I tried to blame life
opportunity and wife
but the problem is failure in me

I took a stroll through town
early one Christmas morning
In celebration the town is quiet
The businesses are closed
People are involved in more important things
than making money
They are with family
A single parked car breaks the pattern
of an otherwise empty main street
Eventually a solitary figure with a backpack
emerges from the fog
and then retreats into its safety
Nature has been notified
of the absence of humans
A hawk boldly consumes its freshly killed pigeon
on a normally busy sidewalk
Windows bearing a final desperate plea are passed
Going out of business sale”
They too have been consumed by predators –
banks banks, civic regulations, taxes, and
middlemen
The more prosperous section gives way
to abandoned buildings
they are the victims of previous meals
Some are repopulated by antiques
and recycled goods
Things quite lovely and useful
forlorn and abandoned
by the lure of the new and convenient
obesity at work
Leaving main street, tracks return westward
a couple blocks away
A recently bull-dozed homeless camp is passed
Progress” they call it. “Getting ready to survey”
Merry Christmas non-existent ones
There is much work for those who pray
who hurt for others
who yearn for a better world

DRINK LIFE as though it were only a few precious moments
Luxuriating in a hot shower after a long day
A pleasant journey that will soon end
An opportunity about to pass
A love soon to be lost
The last handful of dollars you will have – ever
Live now
See forever
Pray always
Drink Life
Don't take, because you can't keep
Only what you give, buys you significance